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Try Accepting Myself / 頷​い​て​み​る (Hi​​​-​​​Res 24bit48kHz)

from Vital Stream / 水路 (Hi​​​-​​​Res 24bit48kHz) by Tomoko SHIMASAKI / 島崎智子

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This song first occurred to me after starting to live together with someone.

lyrics

Try Accepting Myself　　　　　　

One by one, I feel uneasy about things because I don't want you to hate me.
I'm frightened of all your words and the expressions on your face.

I'm surprised that I have so little confidence in myself.
It's just like I'm walking on a tightrope every day and all the time.

Whatever I do, I carry this unhappiness, because I always doubt myself.
When we're done, I regret my words to you and our exchanges.

I'm astonished at how my feelings fall to pieces.
I survive everyday by cheating and deceiving myself, dividing myself into pieces.

One by one, I try accepting my feelings, because I'd like to be with you.
The words that I told you and the words that I struggled to keep to myself.



頷いてみる U'nazuite-miru

君に嫌われたくなくて　一つ一つすごく不安
君が言った言葉　表情の全てに　怯えてる

こんなにも　こんなにも　自分に自信が無いなんて
毎日　四六時中　綱渡りしてるみたいだ

いつも疑ってばかりだから　何をしても　どこか不満
君に言った言葉　やりとりを　後から悔やんでる

こんなにも　こんなにも　自分がバラバラだったなんて
毎日　身体中を切り刻み　偽って　ごまかして　生きてた

君の近くにいたい　だから　一つ一つ頷いてみる
君に言った言葉　言わないで無理した強がりも

credits

from Vital Stream / 水路 (Hi​​​-​​​Res 24bit48kHz), released January 19, 2016
words and music by Tomoko SHIMASAKI
vocal.piano by Tomoko SHIMASAKI

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